A New Begining

Somewhere along the line I lost myself. Somewhere between my romantic relationships, having kids, and the chronic pain and fatigue I deal with daily I changed. There are things I lost interest in as I grew and matured, of course. There are things that I can no longer do physically because of my  health issues. There are things that I no longer have time for now that I have 5 children. None of that is necessarily bad. It's life. The problem is I didn't just change. I lost myself. I didn't replace the things that I used to do with new things that fit with the life I now have. I just gradually stopped doing things for myself until eventually my entire life was being lived for others. Now even if I get a chance to spend time on myself I don't know what to do. I just feel lost. I don't know what I want to do. I don't even really know what I like anymore. So, I'm starting this blog as a way to document my journey of self rediscovery.